Hello poor neglected blog. Long time no posts! I'm going to try to keep this short b/c who REALLY wants to read my yammering? Maybe I'll do bulletin points instead of actually trying to make sense of the stuff floating around in my head...

**I've been writing this since 2/25/09 and I think it's time to finish it - the phones aren't ringing at work so I'm going to try to finish this while I work on a boooring project.**

• It's been over two weeks since I've seen my doctor about my depression/sadness/blah-ness. She put me on Wellbutrin XL because it's the least likely to make me gain weight. I've started to feel better already! I'm glad I took the advice that everyone gave me! Depression is nothing to be ashamed about, it does not make me defective or less of a person. Admitting you need help really IS the first step.
• Telling J I was going to talk to my doctor about antidepressants was hard. I thought he'd stop loving me or something! (I'm nutzo - I know! ) He took it really well (why wouldn't he?) and has been very supportive of me.
• Wedding planning is going well! Exceptionally well! We had a tasting with our caterer on Satuday that went really well. The food is going to be YUMMY!
• We have some homework to do for our wedding celebrant (a questionnaire about why we love each other, etc.) (check here to see what the HECK that means!)
• We're doing Handfasting! I'm SO stoked about that. We found a wonderful Celebrant who is writing a custom ceremony for us. He was excited about it! He understood our need/want for a secular ceremony and is going to incorporate nature instead of God! How friggin cool is that?!
• The weather yesterday was horrible. Sure everything looked beautiful but driving was a beast! Driving a rental doesn't help! I couldn't figure out how to get the seat back to a resonable angle from "Gangsta". :(
• Our (5 month old!) car had to have her badonkadonk replaced b/c some asshat hit her while I was in the library and they DIDN'T LEAVE A NOTE! She's all better now, and I'm going to do everything I can to keep her that way!
• I've been getting lots of books from SwapTree. It's helping to clear out the books/DVDs we had that we no longer wanted. I want to go through my CDs again this weekend and maybe get rid of some of them. J was pouting this morning b/c I'm giving his stuff (that he told me to) away, and I'm getting books/CDs I want. I told him to set up an account and then he can list his books and get what he wants for them! haha
• I need to email my florist (We're only have my bouquet made as well as smaller nosegay thingers for the Moms & J's Granny) because he still hasn't sent me a quote and it's been about 2 weeks. SIGH!

Well that's about it...